I thought I'd have more to say, but I'm empty right now I guess. I'm pushing everyone away. I want to be alone with my grief for a while. It's fucking stupid that it took a status update on a pointless website to make it real for me.
I won't be calling or txting him anymore. I'm guessing that this first week will be the hardest. Then it will get easier. Each day, each week, each month, it will get easier to be without him....
....and I'll be getting thinner
....and stronger
....and closer to being out of debt
....and better at living for myself
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